I've Finally Arrived

  

I'm a Star Seed, and the moon belongs to me.

Two nights ago, I had a (another) revelation about my life. It angered me. Within that anger, I came to clarity (I love when that happens). I read, somewhere, sometime late last year, that 2017 was going to be the year of rebirth. Ya'll...YA'LL. This has been the most eye opening year I've ever experienced, in my adult life, so far. I'm telling you, whoever I was, the years before this year, is gone. Left the building. Vanished. In all my life, I've never been so happy to say goodbye to someone. 

My life has always perplexed me. Spending most of it, adjusting for the comfort of others I loved and/or respected. Compromising. Ignoring my intuition whenever it spoke to me, too quickly (in the end, it was always right). Society tells us we shouldn't make such hasty decisions in our lives, that we should give things a chance. I no longer believe this. Any decision I make, for myself, will always be the right decision. I will embrace my growing pains, in the same way I embrace my victories. For overcoming my growing pains - is victorious. I've come to understand, living a life full of fearing doing the "wrong" things...ain't livin'. Life can be just as calm and disturbing as an ocean. What lies beneath the surface, the floors depths, are unknown, until experienced. What is a above, can trigger a raging, drowning sea. We have to accept both the above and below to find stillness - it's where our center is. I strongly believe this is the only way to thrive and survive.

It's said that when one becomes more in-tune, spiritually and cosmically, their physical body will experience some sort of illness/sickness. I've never had too serious of an issue with my vocal cords. I’ve been on a singing rest for about a week, experiencing some larynx reflux. I'm not worried - but it's definitely something new, for me. When I'm able to, again (after some more vocal rest and a trip to my E.N.T, for a check-up), my voice, will be anew; rebirth. I am anew.

Upward and onward.